The best lie you gave.

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>>> Bad day
Sunday, February 7, 2010 9:43 PM

Seeing mum cried, hurt me alot. No one understand.
Who would want all those to happen. It's between siblings. If grandpa knows abt it, I'm sure he will not be happy too. It's all because of her. It's her fault, her mouth.

I always acknowledge her as my cousin/kakak sedare. But I wonder, did she acknowledge us?
I just got to know the full story, and I'm damn mad. Although it didn't involve me. If you were to be in my shoes, you were felt the same things too. She didn't appreciate what mum did for her. It turns the other way round now. So pathetic.

Life is unfair, right? It is.
Family, friends, LOVE!

Cika sent me a mcg yesterday.
' The one you love, are the one who have hurt you the most.'
I agree with that.
' Yes, they just don't realise how much we care and love them.they are just blind in everyway. If only they knew wad we felt, they will be shocked to see that our love for them are stronger than wad they predicted.While we, sitting down here like a dummy waiting for their presence.'
' Looks and figure. They are looking at them pathetically. wad are they actually looking for in a gal? The one that is preety and fool? they are indeed looking at this type of gals! They want the hot hot looking one. The one that can make them stagg. I've realised one thing, guys are all the same.Ingenuine. Treating us like a bunch of idiots, and left us hanging like no one cares.'

Frankly speaking, some were true. But the part when she said that all guys are the same, are totally not right. I admit, I once said that all guys are the same. But hey, we said all that because we are angry of something. Trust me, guys will also say the same things too abt us.

See, I'm stress back.
How I wish mum will not talk again abt this matter, because I really want to forget it.
And Cika, I want to cry when you sent me those mcges on Sat.

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>>> Untitled
9:08 PM

There's more to upload. But I'm waiting Saturday pics to upload at FB from those rascals.
Syuk, ask your friends to upload pls :D
Those pictures taken on last Friday. Went to Westmall, catched a movie, Santau. Go watch go!

Picture shall do the talking.
I'm not in the mood.


Francisca :D
Satrio, Sapto, Satrio
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Ayu sayaaaang.
18 this year, but so smaaaal :D



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RA, RB, RC :D


>>> Again
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 9:57 PM

Again, for the 3rd time I cried. I felt stupid. If I know, I wouldn't check it.
Aizat has always been my listening ears. I can't cry at school. Instead right now, I'm crying.

I always blog to express my feeling. But I will not elaborate about what.
I seriously want this problem to end. I'm tired. You're not. You don't feel me, simple.

I need someone to love.
Someone to love me, like how I love him.
I always need someone to pamper me.
Because I like being pampered.

It's just not the right time yet to let out.
I'm not ready. I have my own reason.

Listen to a sentimental song when you're down, are kinda good.
I'm down, I'm stress. I need ciggs.

I'm beginning to be a heavy smoker. No, only when I'm down or stress.
Give me one box, I can finish it within one day, ALONE.
I'm getting emotional again like last time.
Mum, dad, please go holiday a.s.a.p.
How I wish CNY is this week. I can't wait to go holiday.
I want to relax my mind. Leave everything for the time being. I want to enjoy.

I wished you know.

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